I'm not sure how to name/describe how i feel

A friend asked me about my GPA while we were waiting for our turns in the office.

blahblahblah....

P: What is your gpa?
Me: You guess la..
P: 3.7 huh?
Me: NO WAY! Horrible. Embarrassing. 3.1 :(
P: WHAT?! SO LOW!
Me: What about you?
P: Anything less than 3 cannot say

Wow. I feeel... I feeel... (inserted words here). I'm actually lamenting on the fact that i should have studied more looking at my university options after being SLAMMED/REJECTED (inserted any word) by my mum to go for overseas studies.

I was going through one of my test paper and i was 6 marks/ 3 qns away from perfect scores in MCQ section and an A for the test. The 3 qns mistake was my mistake to copy answers from others! DAMN IT! Lesson learnt: Never copy from even the best students! I feeeel... I feeeel... (insert word here)


I got a D+ for one of my test. I HAVE NEVER EVER EVER EVER GOTTEN ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE! I feel like shit.

Well.. At least i know i can feel better because the *free* greeting card i ordered from foldees has reached me! Just in time ;)

Well.. At least i feel better when i realised i fared well for one of my test. Big relief. Big consolation.

Overall, i feel like crap.