In Pursuit of Life, Liberty and Laughter
Little boxes on an island, Little boxes made of ticky-tacky, There's a green one and a pink one and a blue one and a yellow one and they're all made out of ticky-tacky and they all look just the same. And the people in the houses All go to the university, And they all get put in boxes, Little boxes, all the same. And there's doctors and there's lawyers and business executives, and they're all made out of ticky-tacky and they all look just the same.
Posted on Sunday, August 31, 2008

WHATEVER

Written by Yane at 1:58 AM
Exams turned out really bad for me. The thought of taking a supplementary paper(which means i failed) crossed my mind many times. I have about 10 free days before i get dumped to do cheap labour. And i don't get a good intuition about where i might end up because of the things i've said.
I don't ask for a lot of things. When i do ask for something, it's huge. Then i ponder to myself is it too much to ask? Am i just selfish?
I don't like taking NO as an answer. It happens and i usually deal with it.
This time round i'm more determined than ever to get it MYSELF. But I still feel shiity. Maybe it's the rejection part. Maybe it's the hard part of achieving it. Maybe it's the bursting of my mental bubbles. Maybe it's all the empty talk i've been fed with. Maybe it's my failure of convincing and conning.
IF ONLY (i hate using those 2 words) i had seen this coming years ago (but it's not really possible) i would be prepared and self reliant then i wouldn't be feeling shitty.

It always gets tough before the good gets going. WHICH is ABSOLUTELY relevant in this case!
Good bye HELL NO and I say HELL YEAH!