Ousted

Ousted

I welcome you to the floorball game today consisting of 5 team/classes! And we have class T40! T40 track record goes like this - L - L - L.

Sigh. I was expecting more. Maybe even winning the 1st or 2nd prize of $100 and $50 to handle my cab fare home :P

The only consolation i could look for is i scored one goal. Yaayyy! The only goal scored by our team/class...... Other than some help from SY friend, jonathan putting in the 2nd one.
This is the very first time in my participation in team sports that i didn't even see a slim chance of winning. oh it that bad.

Why do i wanna win? First, i get cash prize which is enough to get a cab home. Secondly, i want the medal! I want to add more to my existing 7 or 8 trophies.

My fitness is horrible. I could not even keep myself running for 7mins w/o stopping for a breather. I need some kind of motivator to get myself fit again. Or at least do some cardio to get my heart pumping right.

Is it bad to have a basic instinct of being physical and pushy in sports? Hence getting labelled as "violent". How is being physical = violent? But it doesn't affect me.

I'm disappointed. In my personal performance.