Luck

Luck.

Do you believe in luck? I do. I believe the more you believe in it the more luck you get. Please don't mistake my lucks for vices like gambling. I hate gambling. SO RIGHT NOW I WANT MORE LUCK! Errr. I have no clue what for but tiny uplifts make my day. Sometimes all you need is something small you can smile about before going to sleep.

Talking about luck, today a certain kind of plague shows up and un-lucked me. That's what i think. When people i don't like to speak to or even know approaches me and speak to me i find myself un-lucked by that plague. Especially when they have nothing nice to say to begin with. You know it's really weird when you ignore something/some people they are like plague trying to get to you. And as usual i don't give a shit. Plague goes around all the time and un-lucked me.

Sooooooo. It waaas a boooring daaaaay. Yes, there were lots of company but all i need is a tiny group of FUN friends. It was teachers day so we headed to evss and check up on how our lovely teachers are doing. Afterwards a group of us watched evan almighty. The jokes don't have any substance at all. I knew from the start i was going to waste $8.

Aside from my mundane day all i could think was was graduating. Sigh. I want to graduate. I have 1 and a half years more. That is loooong. Graduate Graduate Graduate. Real adult life begins when i get out of school. And that might be prolonged if i decide to go to a university. SIGH. And that reminds me i have yet to find a prospective university, local and overseas, so i could estimate the money needed.

Life's fine but it always could be better. And because i always think like this i never find my life satisfying enough. Always never enough. Nothing's ever enough. On the contrary, it's a good thing :) you know why. Wait a minute! It is MORE LIKE A CURSE.